At
that moment, an explosion occurs. At that moment the sumo wrestler dives; he
enters the water and makes no splash. The prisoner’s strike is on. Often I
wonder whether my teeth are rotting. On Tuesday I had my hair cut. In the
bathroom I kill a cockroach as it tries to run past me. My breasts hurt I am
pregnant perhaps. This prepares the manifold, earlier, immaterial
representations, the mounting system centralized, happily groomed as yoga for
planets. The earlier bonobos touched it and squirrels did their math to empower
the mergers and exchange. That’s part of what I believe. Remember how I was
stressing out about my essay on Wittgenstein’s Tractatus for ages and then about my essay on the role of sympathy
in Kantian and Humean forms of Metaethical Constructivism? I got firsts for
both of them :} Just call me fun bags. I know what amateur porn is. The best
dinosaur was a flower. The dawn of something, following a night of else. You
know Mies Van Der Rohe’s monument to Rosa Luxemburg and Karl Liebknecht (built
of bricks because “many of these people were shot in front of bricks
...”) (destroyed 1933 by the Nazis)? My friend Aindriu plans to rebuild
it. In my waking dream a vessel similar in appearance and age to the one in X-Files: Fight the Future filled with
enough empty containers (like the ones in the movie) to hold several hundred
thousand people — with similar intentions for them as in the movie — was
approaching Earth’s outer atmosphere. In a few seconds, another massive vessel
became visible and fired some kind of weapon that destroyed this ship
instantly. A flash of light illuminated the northern hemisphere over Russia
for a brief moment. The vessel that fired on this ship (don’t ask me how I know
this) was a military vessel from an extraterrestrial civilization that
considers our species as an emerging life form that is very rare and
endangered. Perhaps I’m guilty of an overactive imagination and so be it, but “It’s so weird out. What do you think is
happening with the air?” A good example is “Laundry Lists and Manifestoes”
which takes us from Noah through the Odyssey to Robinson Crusoe to opera, to
Tristan Tzara and Malevich and Khlebnikov to the present day and ends with: The
screensaver image of a broken SE10 / Madame C’s nine cognates gather around
boxes dropped / By Ever Afterlife Balloonists working on the script / of cargo cults. They argue (the cognates)
that a manifest / Attached to shipment listing all collaterals and cogs, /
Codes and codices for Mme’s Nothing Else Cockaigne Machine / In fact are
elegiac poems, that David sings for Jonathan, / Gilgamesh for Enkidu. They
inscribe themselves as / Manifestoes which proclaim their faith in algorithms
of an / Unknown field of force. They're cognizant and they can glow. / They're
coeternal, and they rise to an occasion. / Although they tell no stories of
their lives, their little trumpets blow. Some grubby pants & death in the
chest (Right on man!) I’ll see you there by the wall / just past the loading
zone / : Mezcalito casting posies : Earth & its opposite : deer silent
as the noises at their weddings You
shouldn’t go / but you should go We transformed caressing
the ayayay of every wound ... Gray is the Theory ... Red the
fuzz of Cannabis / The Wireless / / The
fight? — How much for the singing rabbit? — Happy Un-Birthday / The piranhas of
the day before yesterday are iguanas of the Waves : waves : waves of — Would
that be 1 Sirian haiku? 1 water poet in the sierras? dickfaces &
fucktrarians? “What was friendship in the plague days?” I cut his hair while he
slept to prevent vines from stretching around his throat. Things happened then
they changed into squirrels. They got squirrelly with lab coats filled with
dollar bills. Let my phone vibrate out: the notorious files have ceased to
elongate posterity. I came all this way for a single glass of water. Only
people like you who will not talk with their wives when they get home about
what they do all day are able to … [garbled] … protecting us from the
‘terrorist threat’, but let’s let everyone here hear more information about
karaoke. Anyone that wants to can go. What if one day they find Shakespeare’s
codpiece? In other words, ‘Life is good,’ says the T-shirt with a smiling
cartoon stick figure that is waving crudely. The fly lives for a day. An
elderly man falls. A bus with hissing brakes. ‘Are you okay?’ I ask. The most
stupidest question on Earth. Pulling his veined hand to help him up. Sticky
fingers. An apple cider bottle on the ground. “Avoiding everyone's pupils” is
oddly more precise than avoiding their eyes. Listening to the sound of
decomposition, however, is curiously affecting. As the lettuce’s cell structure
and water content changes, so, too, does its voltage, and thus its sonic output,
from the bright, tinny, and surprisingly speedy pulse of a crisp, green leaf to
the mournful, fog-horn honks of a five-day-old composting candidate. I guess
this is where I quote John Olson saying, “You can change a circumference but
you can’t change pi.” “Canty soon faced an alternating cycle of unpaid work and
job-search placements, his benefits constantly threatened by petty infractions
— alleged ‘failures to comply’ (FTC) beyond his control and often lacking a
basis in fact. ‘I stopped believing there’d be a job. I said to myself that
they gonna keep FTC’ing. Everybody was getting FTC’d.’” “So I used a sharper,
more ‘confrontationally clean,’ I guess, font, and made the coloring inside the
letters this beautiful little photo of raw meat.” It was only a two-hour drive
across Central Florida from Disney World to Weeki Wachee Springs, but the
distance traveled was much further, from sleek theme parks, hotels with room
service and package vacation deals to a rundown motel with broken Wi-Fi
situated across the highway from a thrift store and a Hooters. To get there, I
took State Road 50 through mile after mile of swamp and farmland, which was
dotted with pawn shops looking to buy guns and gold, and billboards with
photographs of babies and reminders that “my heart beat 18 days from
conception.” Strip malls were broken up by new town-home complexes, old trailer
parks and churches. When I reached the intersection of 50 and Route 19, a faded
blue-and-white sign welcomed me to Weeki Wachee Springs, which is both a very
small “city” (population: 4) and a 538-acre state park. It is also “the world’s
only city of live mermaids.” Yesterday, 30,000 California prisoners refused to eat. The
people on the lawn are nice They are adaptable The people on the lawn are
pretty cool when you don’t get on their bad side You are so funny and adaptable
Can I adopt you It’s like you’re singing all the time in the woods The forest
is long It is long gone like a stick. Once, I let a doctor stick a tube down my
throat, I was so broke, and take pictures of my esophagus and stomach for $200,
the same year I wore an Easter Bunny suit in Quincy Market, my furry rabbit
arms around tourists (I’m probably in more of their photo albums than my own
family’s.) Is this an example of Rachel’s Hyperaesthesia-wha-wha (web.2-in-1???
It is not that we cannot talk Tiqqun talk. Look: The Man-Child has two moods: indecision, and entitlement to this
indecisiveness. The Man-Child tells a racist joke. It is not funny. It is the
fact that the Man-Child said something racist that is. The Man-Child
thinks the meaning of his statement inheres in his intentions, not in the
effects of his language. He knows that speech-act theory is passé. Why are you
crying? The Man-Child is just trying to be reasonable. This is his calm voice. UPDATED:
A Phillips 66 pipeline with a record of prior accidents spilled an estimated
25,000 gallons of gasoline in a remote area outside a small town on Montana ’s Crow Indian
Reservation, but no public health problems were anticipated, federal officials
said. This is not like when training a dog you must look it in the eye or other
aphorisms of good sense. What’s the word for an undiscovered word? Julia Lesage
came to the U of Chicago in 1985 and said that: Citations are
world-building, acts not only of admission but of promotion of ways of thought,
and so not only feminist but fundamentally what induces others to read what’s
inconvenient, not already canonical, and on behalf of capacious *solidarity*.
It completely changed my life and practice to hear that. Since I have begun to
quote, it is difficult for me to stop doing it (it has already been the next
day for a long time, and it is almost seven o’clock in the evening already, and
thus questionable whether I can at least finish these notes today);
specifically, I want to note down a few more sentences about the meaning of
openness to the idea of transcendence – to which, I believe, the idea of utopia
would also belong. I wanna know what it’s like to be Scarlett Johannson or what
it would be like if I became (I mean
actually became) Linux OS gazing tenderly through animal eyes at you from a
billboard when you walk by deep in thought over a Mark Rothko painting from
1959. Free Mumia Cheesesteaks. In 4th
grade I endured a field trip to Prachovské skály and the Rwanda genocide. After transferring
to a language school the Yugoslav Wars took place. People don’t know what
they’re thinking about for half a minute. Polarity. Grillwork. A blue flame.
Audible. Quick, thin digital, hot, seizing right to acute. I’ll be expecting
you. Repeating the tune to a song on the window. The power is out. Exclamation
point, question mark, three dots. In this situation, it seems natural to ask:
How does the space-time known to all of us emerge from the primary states of quantum
gravity? And since normal space-time would be born as a result of the
interaction between matter and quantum gravity, can we be certain that each
type of matter definitely interacts with a space-time that has the same
properties? I mean, he says problems in Israel will be solved by
extraterrestrials, and I admit he can overplay the artist thing, but I like his
paint-dripped pants and raggedy parka. He has no need to make extraterrestrials
concrete. “It’s moment to moment with them, it’s local.” Illicit carcinogens —
contrail scars on the Blu-ray — only more better ye butter the saline skyline,
yo. I know the Lockheed Martin logo bastardizes stars. But soft, But Lo: a
light from a bushel. It is the east and Juliet is the sun. Are there desires
running through an impulse, deeper than its source? In 79 AD, Pompeii was buried. Though the fleeing bodies
deteriorated, hollow casts of ash formed around them. Most endearing are the
mangled dogs. Rock on London .
Rock on Chicago .
[note. The
allure in Bloomberg-Rissman’s work, which has drawn me to it from the start, is
his use of appropriative & conceptual techniques toward the exploration of real
if unanticipated meaning – the saying, in other words, of that which is crying
to be said. Of this he writes the
following in a necessary act of self-depiction:
In the House of the Hangman, which takes
its title from Theodor Adorno’s Guilt and
Defense: On the Legacies of National Socialism in Postwar Germany (“In the
house of the hangman one should not speak of the noose, otherwise one might
seem to harbor resentment”), is the third part of my Zeitgeist Spam. Zeitgeist
Spam, while sharing some features with, say, the work of Tony Lopez and
with Ron Silliman’s new sentences, has as its guiding motif’s John Cage’s “no
sounds of my own making”, and is mashup/collage, virtually every word of which
coming from someone other than me (thus bringing to mind, and hopefully more
than mind, one of the fantasies of Walter Benjamin). Each section of Zeitgeist Spam has its own constraints; Hangman’s primarily that it be written /
composed /constructed in real time, daily, out of the materials presented by
that day (whether via RSS feed, Facebook, books received in the mail, emails,
tv, conversation, or anything else the day brings) over a period of 2012 days
(yes, the “Mayan apocalypse” inspired that). It is intended to be “adequate to
the world in which we live”, and has two epigraphs:
their empire
our time Laura Moriarty, A Tonalist (my original epigraph, from the very beginning)
The witch’s proposition doesn’t ask for the conversion of those to whom it is addressed. When witches address others, they do nothing other, all told, than relay, echo the question that transformed them themselves – existential catalysis. They tell us their recipes and ask us: “And you, where do you draw your capacity to hold up and to act from? How do you succeed in creating the protection that the poisoned milieu in which we all live necessitates? What protects you from the vulnerability that our common enemy hasn’t stopped profiting from? What do you do? What have you learned?”
Isabelle
Stengers and Philippe Pignarre, Capitalist
Sorcery: Breaking the Spell (my second epigraph, added three years in)
[Bloomberg-Rissman is currently
working with me on Barbaric Vast &
Wild, a large assemblage of outside & subterranean poetry in the mode
of Poems for the Millennium and Technicians of the Saced. (J.R.)]
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