for the hundredth year anniversary of ishi’s death Die into what the earth requires of you. —Wendell Berry |
1.
square
tongues speak brick words
that
couple into nothing,
surrounded
by hair and flowers.
decay of fruit and love and sex,
all
subside
into
chemical contemplation,
alcohol
and buzzing bees,
sweet sticky scents.
police
machines chop the sky
into
thistles of noise and fear—
I pick up and carry a river on my
back,
a cloak of home
to drape across
the
shoulders of the world,
enfolding streams and stones.
glaze of bone
across my eyes,
a hood of silence,
my tongue of salt
dissolving into words
I speak to you.
2.
secrets of myself
I discover and discard a thousand
times
flower
from your skin,
seeds of me grown
from
the soil of you.
I am a benevolent bear,
wasted with circus tricks.
I am iron claws,
and
seize you with
die-cast hands.
we
are chains and cages,
we are free.
3.
I am an adze of bone,
and scrape at refinery
dross
and efflux,
the
slag of engine heat.
wild birds fly sky trails
beyond
my vision.
reams
of light stack page by page
across
the slush and bray
of
slaughterhouse corrals.
I am a scaffolding of planed
horizons,
ghost mountains rise within my veins.
4.
I drop a cigarette in the gutter
and flow
and flow
crustacean to the sea.
scull the sky with matchsticks,
scratch and flare
but compend to nothing,
scull the sky with matchsticks,
scratch and flare
but compend to nothing,
pass
a flame
to
a newspaper,
to
a forest fire,
to
a cock or cunt
to singe the earth
with zygote need—
manzanita
grows
gold and gnarled
from
ash and char,
chikakatee, chikakatee,
quail gather and alight
in the cut lawns of city parks.
5.
I am a gravel truck of tar and
meat,
petroglyphs of diesel brain.
flicker and glare
of tv memory,
my
tongue is obsidian
arrow
blades.
I am a butcher’s apron
laid
between two mountains,
a blue river flows
from
my stains and folds.
6.
white
noise brainwaves
bleed the sky,
robot sun
stands
from a crack of stone
into
a void of girder ribs,
conduits
pulse
and
circle through.
I
miss the mouth to the interior of you,
the
cleft of hair and skin
where
I recline with boneyard flowers,
half-drunk
half-happy
half-dead,
and drink soil soup,
broth of toenails and beards.
—condom wrappers
along the morning sidewalk,
torn silver lining, pale
lubricant sheen—
a million engines
crumple and rust
across my skin,
I am a
scrap metal wilderness,
a myth of one,
a heart spindle
coiled in wires of
memory.
7.
monolith skies
sift
discount coupons
across
a blur of freeway speed, concrete furrows
plowed
by gasoline.
pubic
middens
of
pottery and teeth
aggregate
into engines.
insurrection thoughts
hang
out on corners
in
baggy jeans
and black bandanas,
bailbond
ads smile from the backs of
bus
stop benches,
bottles break into blades,
power
lines dissect the sky.
8.
take a bucket of turpentine and
a
wire brush,
abrade
the
surface of the sky,
reveal
reflections
of yourself
like the scratched and dented tin
of
a subway station mirror,
like the aluminum glint
between
four fingers
holding two dozen nickels worth
of
brownbag beer.
now
I am the city,
radio static within
a
bottle heart,
ruled
components of
breath
and stone.
rainbow oil, primer gray
suburban
streets,
susurrus of
broken
leaves—
peel electric skin
from
clouds and rain,
strip
to
bulbous core,
your
longiphallic soul
into the sea,
let
the world
begin
again.
9.
I am ursine hibernation,
dark
and matted ,
I
reek and sleep
through
storms of steel decay.
you are the further shore
across
a sea of metal brine,
petrol
flowers bloom
from
the burrow of your womb.
distance shellacs the wholeness of
me,
currents of plankton flow between
us.
10.
dust trails across a bath of
sperm,
I
am abstraction seized.
headlines slice the streets
open into purple flowers,
sirens unzip the sky and
beneath
the blue it wears a suit and tie.
old bums with birdnest beards
suck
wine and nicotine
by the back doors
of strip tease matinees—
a man in rubber gloves
whistles
a tune,
sprays corrosion
onto
the green that grows
from sidewalk cracks.
outside a bar,
an american flag is
stuck to a wall
with chewing gum—
by a silvered window
a polyester girl
worries a diamond ring,
mouth painted red,
hair bleached white,
eyes of plastic blue.
grease and alcohol
brayered into
approximations of self,
the asphalt hush that
day after day I drive—
photographic visions
washed
in a stop bath of departure,
die
at home wherever you may be.
[note. The 100th anniversary of Ishi’s
death brings to mind the publication several years ago of a small book, Songs from a
Yahi Bow – really a mini-anthology of writings on Ishi – assembled by
Scott Ezell & including poems by Ezell, Yusef Komunyakaa, & Mike
O’Connor, along with Thomas Merton’s 1968 essay “Ishi: A Meditation.” Ishi (the Yahi word means “man” or “human”)
is well known through the writings of Theodora & Alfred L. Kroeber as the
last known survivor of a small Indian community that suffered displacement
& genocide during the final European conquest of America . That memory of course is a warning of dangers
& holocausts to come, and much of Ezell’s work is concerned with a range of
non-state cultures & a chronicling thereby of globally diverse crises &
survivals.
Scott
Ezell is a Pacific Rim poet & multi-genre artist with a background of independent study with the indigenous peoples
of Taiwan , China , & Southeast Asia .
He has published three volumes of poetry & over a dozen albums of original
music, & has exhibited paintings in the US & internationally, as well
as being involved in installation & performance art projects. His recent memoir, A Far
Corner: Life and Art with the Open Circle Tribe (University
of Nebraska Press ), explores
indigenous Taiwan
through immersion in a nonconformist community of aboriginal musicians &
artists. Since 2010 he has been working on a multi-volume poetry
project, Zomia, about
marginal landscapes & communities in the China-Burma-Laos border region.
(J.R.)]
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