I go to sleep near the infants
breathing
bodies, a small herd of nature
in
layers of animation, the unknown
unfolding
identical powers
delivered
through a gateway of hearts
at
body temperature. In a nest
of
sleeping birds, you’re the bird
you’re the baby, I can hear you
dreaming
fall
forward into glistening swollen eyes
musty
orange leaves, soft wet
twigs,
the wings and shells of insects
fragments
of bone in capillaries of moss
humus
tangled into nets emerging
from
the curve in the waterway
of
night, wet roots and branches
pebbles
in the pit of the tree’s black torso
more moss
in leaf litter
emerging
from bark, a currawong’s
yellow
eye a single grain of gold
stars
in the dark forest
a whisper
escaloping space
with the
radiance of the world
like a
meteor blazing over the crest
silhouette
trees eating fire as it falls
from
the sky, consuming darkness
in a well
of the absolute cold
I can
smell in a long, drawn-in breath
smelling
earth rock, a planet
of mammalian
fur
a wind stirs
comes
up full of energy
like
a cold fire started in the centre of the planet
I see a star blank in and out
as a
branch swings too-and-fro
and
then gone again, the cosmos
blinded
by low cloud, black squall & spume
thrown
up into moonlight, rain
chaos
spent, all the stars
blown
into the bush
I see
them flicker in the black leaves
and wet
grasses. I get up
and
watch rain thrash
under
full moon light
a
flower growing stronger in my memory
the
closer death comes
to
the window
as a young
man I
stood in a colour field
the
sky liberated
an
avalanche of sweet pollen
in
the wind, light pink apple
& plum flowers, chords
of
sweat hanging in the air
gold
spider webs and hot leaves
shimmering
in the breeze
white
clover and dandelion heads
riding
a deep green pool
an
aurora of tributaries in the blood
all
over branch tips
to
grow a rich mantle of breathing
walking,
speaking, hearing
in a
tunnel of wind
falling
from the sun
even in sleep
beneath
a dome of small white
moonlit
clouds
the
history of the human
dilates
in a dream of darkness
a
swan presented on a lake
of
blue paper, figures of speech
curled
up asleep on the hillside
under
murmurous starlings
coveys
of quails, the eggs of doves
pockets
of eggs nesting
in
the roots of tall yellow grasses
thick
undergrowth & vapour
a
woollen cortex
living
in roots by the well
shining
nerves in webs
strung
out through the morning
gas
emerging from the shadow
of
sleep, the children stir
as a black
cockatoo glides creaking overhead
the bright
yellow sun on the cheek
the
sun, the sun in the tail
high
over trees beating silently
feathers
escaloping wind
then
I hear another, then another
more black
cockatoos
I
stand by the window, count fourteen
emerging
from the night’s limpid air
the
sun on their cheeks
in
their tails, their creaking cry
sending stories out into the world
listening for a sign
that they have been heard
by
the world, and so the kids
begin
to squawk like the black cockatoos
their
voices’ buoyancy
tender
weights to swim
through
the hardwoods, the ear
storing
weight, the iris
storing
colour, skin like a mirror
underwater,
under air, a line of bubbles
along
the spine in a line of teeth
the
tongue planting letters
of
blood every vertebrae
in a
forest of sweet reversal
as
leaves rise up in the larynx
to
choke epistemology
like
a solstice, just like words and sounds
are very condensed stories
every
word here is a cosmos, the kids
running
round like black cockatoos
in
their pajamas
later
that day I turned
the corner
of the house, light
coiled suddenly
in gold steps
drawn from the sun
through alder
and hackberry branches
tree ferns and
grass, stripes of lava
spread over the
grass
and in the
corner of the garden, at an edge
of the shade, a
swirling cloud
of butterflies,
fourteen black butterflies
just like the
morning’s heralds
burst around the
lawn
doodling black
and orange and white
lines in the
light against dark glossy
ferns in shadow.
I stood and watched
their frail,
articulate wings
daylight tensing
up and down
with every
emphasis. Each act of will
is responsible
to life
and movement,
the patterning
of air, light,
sound, time
filaments of the
cosmos made sentient
in a swirling body
of butterflies
a tattoo of black
wing ink
blooming through
the air in the movement
of many wings, their
filigree of depth
and duration said
over and over
leaping from the
skin
of all my
ancestors
and everything
they have said to me
as I
listened to the speaking
form
of turning wings
I heard their
voices too.
One big
butterfly flew right out
took a couple of
languid turns
around my head &
blew away
as quick as the
shadow of a black cockatoo
flying high into
early evening,
calling we are still here
we are still here, we are still here.
[author’s note. “Everything
is Speaking” was composed in mid-2016, as a companion piece, or perhaps more as
a conversation, with Warren Cariou’s essay “Life-Telling: Indigenous Oral Autobiography and the Performance of Relation.” Together with Nēpia Mahuika’s “Telling ‘Us’ in
the ‘Days Destined to You’”, our
conversation was published in the summer 2016 issue of Biography, “Indigenous Conversations about Biography”, guest edited
by Alice Te Punga Somerville, Daniel Heath Justice, Noelani Arista. Director of
the Centre for Creative
Writing and Oral Culture at the University of Manitoba, where he also
holds a Canada Research Chair, Warren
is active as a critic of
Indigenous literatures and oral traditions, and has also produced works of
film, photography, memoir, fiction, and poetry that focus on Indigenous
experiences in Canada. Like me, Warren shares Aboriginal Métis and European heritage. His
essay focuses on the work of Lakota/Kiowa
Apache storyteller Dovie Thomason, maintaining that Indigenous forms of
life-telling are central, vital and living modes of contemporary Indigenous expression.
Written in Gundangara and Dharug country, “Everything is Speaking” reaches
across the Pacific to Turtle Island, contributing to an Indigenous ontopoiesis in
which filial, environmental and spiritual being are present, vocal and alive.]
Peter Minter is an Australian
poet, poetry editor and writer on poetry and poetics. His books include the
award-winning Empty Texas and blue grass, and his poetry has been
widely published and translated internationally, most recently in his book In the Serious Light of Nothing (Chinese
University Press Hong Kong, 2013). He was a founding editor of Cordite poetry magazine, co-edited
the pioneering anthologies Calyx: 30
Contemporary Australian Poets and the Macquarie
PEN Anthology of Aboriginal Literature, and has been the poetry editor for
leading Australian journals Meanjin
and Overland. He shares Aboriginal,
Scottish and English ancestry, and teaches Indigenous Studies, Australian
Literature and Creative Writing at the University of Sydney.
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